People don't get it...

I don't understand why people are like this.  Seriously.  Why does everybody rally to the kid that lies, spreads rumors, and hates people based on who they date?  I don't know why it takes me talking about nightmares for people to say, "Wow, this is really bothering you, isn't it?"  Even then, no one does anything.  Actually, not no one.  Just the people that count.  Plenty of people have tried to help, but I guess I just kept holding out hope that the one person who mattered would pick me.  To be fair, the other kid feels like this too.  But the fact that I put all of my faith into this person and he thinks that "it has to be this way" just makes me feel sad and unloved.  I really would rather not be n this situation, but here I am.  Having the constant feeling that if I do anything wrong, he other kid wins my boyfriend really sucks.  It has made me completely dependent.  Which is kind of the worst when they're hanging out tomorrow night and I don't get to hang out with him.  At all.  For all of our break.  I know that it's not intentional, but after awhile, I start to wonder if I'm not good enough.  I really just want this whole ordeal to end, and nobody will ever do anything about it.