Sunday, January 9, 2011

I Need To Stop Complaining, But This Must Be Blogged

Is it possible for me to date the guy I like without complications?  No.  No, it is not.  I feel that sometimes, I have problems that most teenage girls don't have when it comes to guys.  For instance, do most girls have their boyfriend's best friend (we'll call him... Matt) mad at them because they recently discovered that they are bi, and they like him too?  I feel like that's not too common.  I am now in the position of Matt, one of my old friends, hating me.  We used to be really close, but apparently he views me as a threat now.  Have I mentioned that my boyfriend is completely straight, and that therefore, he could not possibly date Matt?  Meanwhile, Matt has told my three best friends that he hates me.  Which, of course, one of them told me about.  And the thing is, if Matt were to find out about that, he would be super pissed off.  Because, of course, "they had no right to tell me."  Also, besides my friends that he told, he told half of our music department.  So pretty much anything that I do, I am going to look like a bitch.  I stay with my boyfriend (which is obviously what I am doing), I'm rubbing it in Matt's face (according to him) that I can be with him and he can't.  I break up with him (which is SO not going to happen), I am being a bitch, because I would be breaking up with a guy that I like an incredible amount for no reason.  So woo-hoo.  Life is a bitch.

Scarf: Black and White

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