I desperately need a break from studying, so this seemed like a good place to go. Lately, I've been realizing something about myself that I really dislike. I am a very insecure person. While I can be very confident, my brain loves to play little tricks on me to get me to doubt myself. This has been happening more and more often with the arrival of, you guessed it, a boyfriend. I want to make it abundantly clear: THIS IS MY PROBLEM, NOT HIS! He is wonderful, and he always makes me feel great about myself. The problem is that, when we aren't together, I get this horrible, nagging feeling in the back of my mind. I keep feeling like, while he likes me, I like him wayyyyy more. These feelings are usually crushed when we hang out again, but until then, I become more and more miserable. Obviously, I'm not going to complain to him every time that this happens, because it would be way too often, and it's not like he could change anything that he does. I'll tell you what, when you really really like somebody, you start to realize how much you care about what they think. Ugh. I keep getting this feeling set off by stupid little things, and it just won't stop. Oy vey, reading this over, I just need to grow some self confidence.
Scarf: Multicolored flowers
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